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Where are you now…

I know better…I should at least, but some days I am lost without you. I search the outer confines of my mind for a corner of solitude and find you waiting, guitar and sweet honey voice calling me in with eyes that know and always knew. I have things to tell you but the ocean never listens and Poseidon keeps you busy, I wonder do you hear me? Oh the intrinsic markings of a constellation mapped from times beginning, created you said, slavery nearer the truth as the matrix of our hybrid minds was frozen. You despaired my knowing yet it formed the fragments of our bond, where are you now? To lose, it all, everything but no loss matches the loss of friendship that slipped away that day. Where are you? I know better… I should, yet still I pressed the button and listened as your voice once again echoed through my mind, a moment created then ready for now, or the next time or the time after that. Where are you now, I have tales to tell and thoughts to share, oh where are you now, I have tales to tell and thoughts to share.

Karen Hayward ©2017

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Tick fucking to keep. 


Oh dear God your ramblings bore me, a tale written a hundred ways in the ink of yesterday’s prey with the shattered teeth of bairns, screaming atrocities of a life that isn’t fair!! And alas poor child your silver spoon has fallen in your pea green soup whilst casanova jesters locked away in your dungeons, fester!

Fuck, please, do tell me more of yourmacabre tales, your regal beliefs never failhow holy your mottled hollow soul must be, that you condemn all you fucking see!A tale of tantalising words of old, again told and again told and again told… Your silver spoon has fallen, your text book memory stolen, your man made penis swollen….yawn, even writing this is boring me…

KH©2017

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Pistols at the devils dawn. 

With every passing 

second I become the 

essence of the devil. 

You create a masquerade, 

an illusion, 

I am the empty vial, 

the prostitutes vessal, 

a body with only a 

torn soul for survival.
KH©2017 

Daring to breathe 

ladyarmor

Between the static
and crackled echo
I wonder what It is
you hate the most,
My mind for
daring to fight?
Or my lungs for
daring to
breathe.

KH (c)2017
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A blessing in twilight’s thoughts.

ladyarmor

At dawns awakening
the world screeched
upon the etched carvings
of a spiteful tongue,
hates essence
suffocating my light.
Drowning in yester-
years ocean of
delinquent blood.
The hours owned
by the devil, wiped
clean by the angels
beating wings.
The merry go round
of existence. Dawn
becomes day, day
becomes noon,
noon leaves too soon.
After drowning in
evening’s promise,
night begs for
resistance.

Tired eyes and stinging
mind, I walk the halls
to you, no calls for mum,
no echo of media.
I pause about your feet,
and take in life’s splendour.
A gift . . . the soft hum
of sleep already arrived,
the whisper of a moment’s
promise. I pause now with
freedoms time upon my hands,
and stare into the heart
of twilight skies. your
gentle sleep, a melody so
sweet.

Karen Hayward (c) 2017

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Darkest Light.

 

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Darkest Light

Consuming
and all drowning
my essence of night.
Deepest blue,
darkest burgundy,
it matters not,
my essence is cloaked
in this state, this void.
Think not of my night
and my aura as negative
for a dark state
can be a canvas.
A blank page for
something bright
to create. . .something
bright to form
my nights’ sky
and give it character.
and make it
come alive.

Yet it should consume me.
Darkness such as the night sky
should devour me, swallowing
my essence into oblivion.
Do you see me?
I am a mere whisper
of light lost in the echos of time. Yet,
when you lay me upon
your dark essence,
your canvas
becomes my art.
Your depth is my contrast.
I tip toe through your darkest blues
leaving illuminated kisses.
My essence, glimmers and glistens
upon your touch, for my light. . .
is love,
created by your darkness.

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love came at a cost.

banshee

The oxygen in my crimson blood.

Love? Beyond spacious atoms, lust?

Love could never be our song.

Oxytocin stuck to us,

seeped from our pores,

became our alphabet.

A tug of war and I always lost

my flesh came at a cost,

to us both,

to you,

to me.

Nothing comes for free.

Karen Hayward ©2017

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How deep is your love…

The radio echos love songs 

And I am spirited through 

A maze of devotion,

Emotion,

Then, lies spoken. 

And the pain suffocates 

Momentarily. 

I try to shake the image, 

But it is embossed within 

Our early day memories. 

I wonder who you lied too. 

Yourself?  Me? 

Both of us? 

A lie is a lie no matter how 

Well formed, 

The intrepid storms. 

What did she have 

That I didn’t, apart from 

The obvious of everything,

You were her King. 

The radio echos that song 

And I refuse to sing. 
Karen Hayward © 2017

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In relation to elation at the the devil’s pitstop station…

Vodka? Poison of choice

To drown out the voice…s

Of despair and frustration 

And fucking elation…

There’s a relation? 

In this nation..

In the devil’s pit stop station. 

Devil me this

Satan’s kiss

Leaves a stain of intrepid haste

A bitter sweet taste

History is a story through 

Everyone’s eyes,

Noone is shy

They’ll all spin a lie

In a web of deciet we cannot

Defeat…

The devil and his spies. 
Karen Hayward © 2017

I will be her moat and drown in the suffocation of your spite.

A wonder to me,

so much hatred in those

eyes and spite in those words.

Atrocities of self imposed ego,

the world must be bowing down

at your unwashed feet for the axis

of the earth tilts at your command.

Come down from your mighty throne

and lay upon my skin your bite,

fists scorned in fury, scars from emotional

battlegrounds hold no depth now and

you linger on the grass verge of betrayal

your hate washes over me much

the same as your fingers at my throat,

meaningless as you pull me back into the

depths of your hell, my worth carries no

value you cannot strip me of what i do not

own. And so it is, no pain is pain without true

gain her heart so pure you tainted it in the

posion of your callous tongue, you crush her

with your heavy burden of fear in a repressed

offering of strength, you are all powerful as she

cries tears, you are king as she tends to the broken

beats of her heart, you are all…I shall pick up

the pieces as i always do, sellotape the cracks

and whisper to her that she is princess to a

Queen…I will cocoon her in love so great your

hate cannot break the barrier, i will be her wall

of defense and meet with pride your fury, i will

be her moat and drown in the suffocation of your spite.

I will be her castle and keep her safe for eternity.

You are a wonder to me so much hate within

those eyes so much poison in that heart, so much

spite in that soul, you are blind and raging in a

storm of your own creation.

 

KH*©2017